its safe to fall if you just trust the ground that you stand on
i swear i will never let you down
you should know
sometimes its hard for me to show
my fears
but i'm never insincere
don't turn away
from what you trusted yesterday
i'm still that person
that you can always depend on






name: {theresa}
location: {sewickley, pa}
school: {qvhs}
interests: {punk rock, going to shows, movies, music, going out with my friends, photography...}
favorite bands: {yellowcard, midtown, punchline, saves the day, taking back sunday, blink 182, the get-up kids, alkaline trio, distorted penguins, the spacepimps, midtown, mae, nofx, nirvana...and so many others}
whats in my cd player: {ocean avenue, yellowcard; destination: beautiful, mae; living well is the best revenge, midtown; blink 182, blink 182...}
contact: {aim sn: r0x0rtothe4live, email: tBone@death-star.com or theresa4321@mac.com}


{Just hit the lights before you leave}
{you know, the million things you had to say}
{sorry just, just might have found it's way in there}
{somehow, someway}
{But don't worry sweetie}
{cause I already know}

++the blue channel++br>


   
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{so take it slow, even stop every now and again}
{when i say when}
{here we go, on our way to sudden change}
{turn the tables to point the other way}
{and im dismayed}
{and if i stop breathing keep your arms around}
{me}
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Dec 23, 2003
for real for real seriously

hey okay sorry for that incredibly long survey/quiz thing i filled out...iwas just so bored with nothing to do...maybe i'll delete it i dont know why i even put it on here...that was dumb. it will promote stalkers. i need to delete that entry. ok moving on- so i was up all nite thursday writing this awful science fiction story-i titled it the mars volta. heh. the title is the best thing in the entire eleven page paper. i hate it. its the worst thing ive ever written. it SUCKS. ew. so i'm preparing to get an EFFF on that paper. i dont really care about that right now though. i'm too busy enjoying my break! :) :) :) yes! so i skipped school today, it was a half day so we werent going to do anything production, i just figured fuck it. so i slept right through the school day. got up. went online, alexa told me about seths out of control behavior last nite. heh. she called, i talked to her about this for a while, and we concluded that we need to go to the mall today and see him at work (he works at journeys...) i hafta return my low-tops anyways and exchange them for a smaller size. so there is no avoiding journeys today! i guess this afternoon i'm going to eat n park or something with kat max and nathan, i'm not exactly sure what is going on, we'll hafta see. i'm fine witht doesnt make a difference to me. but i NEED to go to the mall. i need to pick up new shoes, and get stickers for my snowboard. i also hafta get some stickers for katinkas board as well. we leave friday :) :) ahh!!! ok well i'm out for a while, not sure what i'm doing today at all...leave a comment if you care

< 3 you all

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Dec 21, 2003
my last bad idea...


Random Survey
1) Name: theresa elaine parker
2) Nicknames: terests, tourettes, parkface, treesa, treese...
3) How old are you: 15
4) School: quaker valley
5) Birthday: 7/31/88
6) Siblings: brother and sister
7) Pets: dog, 2 cats, bird
8) Righty or Lefty: righty
9) Natural Hair Color: dark blonde
10) Current Hair Color: pale blonde
11) What shampoo do you use? garnier lumia
12) freckles: yeah...
13) tan or fair: pretty fair right now, i tan in the summer
14) eye colour: green
15) contacts or glasses: neither but if i had bad vision i would sometimes wear contacts and sometimes glasses
16) do u wear make up?: yeah mascara and eyeliner
17) do u have braces? nope got em off last summer
18) how do you wear your hair every day: umm different on different days, sometimes down and straight, sometimes braided, sometimes up
19) do you paint your toenails?: yeah
20) what colour are they now? bright pink and black
21) what size are your feet? 8.5 or 9
22) what kind of shoes do you wear? sneakers
23) about how many pairs of shoes do you own? 9
24) how many pairs of dress shoes do you own? 2
25) do you wear dresses? no...skirts usually
26) about how many do you have? 3 dresses, lots of skirts
27) do you shave your legs or wax them? shave
28) have you ever shaved anything other than your legs? yeah
29) thongs or panties?: either
30) bikini or one piece?: bikini
31) what peircings do you have?? ears
32) what do you want to get peirced? eyebrow
33) have you ever gotten a peircing when your parents said no? no but i would
34) if so what happened?
35) how tall are you?: 5'7 i think
36) how much do you weigh? 107 lbs
37) do you have long nails? no i bite them
38) what do you plan to be when you grow up? photographer
39) do you have a job? no i wish
40) what do you do? nothing
41) whats your favourite store? journeys hahah
42) what is your favourite thing about you? my eyes
43) what do you hate most about yourself? eyebrows
44) if you could have anything in the world what would it be? everything haha
45) how long is your hair? about 2 inches past my shoulders
46) do you wear jewellery? yeah
47) rings? not usually
48) necklaces? yeah
49) bracelets? yeah
50) ankle bracelets?: in summer
51) do you dance? not really
53) what grade are you in? 9
54) what does your hair look like right now? long and blonde
55) whats your fav song? moxie/with every idle hour
56) do you do good in school? mostly
57) have you ever been in trouble with the cops? luckily no
58) what for?
59) did you get charged or arrested?
60) have you ever done drugs? yes
61) what kinds? weed
62) do you still? not really
63) do you regret it? no
64) do you drink? no
65) do you smoke? naaah
66) If yes how many do you smoke a day?
67) What color is your lighter? haha i have red blue and yellow lighters even though i dont smoke
68) how do you get your cigarettes if youre underaged? i dont smoke, but if i did i would get friends to buy them for me
69) how old are you planning to be when you have sex? i'm not planning on a specific age
70) have you already? no
71) what did you think of it?
72) if you got pregnant right now would you have an abortion? probably
73) do you own a trampoline? hell yeah
74) how big is it if you do? 10x14
75) a pool? no
76) a hot tub? no
77) what size is your biggest tv in your house? i'm not sure
78) do you have a tv in your room? no
79) a computer in your room? yeah
80) a phone in your room? yeaah
81) your own phone line? no
82) a cell phone? no it broke
83) when did you get your first cell phone? i was 13
84) do you take a yearly vacation? yeah
85) where do you go? vail
86) what places have you gone? in the past year: vail, whistler, cape cod, nyc, peak n peak, south carolina
87) which ones would you recommend others to go to? vail, whistler, nyc, south carolina
88) where do you want to go? virgin islands
89) where do you want to get married? somewhere sunny
90) how old do you want to be when you get married? i dont know
91) ever broken a bone? yes
92) how?? i got hit close range with a paintball
93) is your hair curly or straight? naturally wavy but i wear it straight
94) about how many relationships have you had? 2
95) are you in one right now? kinda/not really
96) how long have you been in this one? about a month
97) what was your longest relationship? about a month i guess
98) what was your shortest relationship? 2 days
99) do you have someone that you secretly miss? no
100) whats your background? a collage of pictures of friends/local bands/cool pix
101) favourite colour? green i guess
102) fav food? ice cream
103) winter sport? snowboarding
104) summer sport? track
105) do you like this survey? it occupied the time i should have been writing my paper well


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with every idle hour...

so today is sunday...alexa just left and kat left a few hours ago to go to church. i'm at home, alone, retying my mae shirt because the sleeves are coming undone. i think later i'm going to ross park mall with my mom, probably to get a cd or something. i really need to get madelino and alexza xmas gifts...i havent got them anything!! so this wk was pretty decent i would say-went to the qv/sa swim meet then the mall with kat and alexa...saw courtney working at hot topic and seth working at journeys...hahah toni was there too visiting him oh la la...at the mall alexa got me the drive thru dvd :) while we were in the food court these really gross guys kept checking us out EW. one of them 'accidentally'spilled his coke and fries everywhere right nxt to our table-i think that stuff even got on alexas shoes. hah. alexas mom got really mad at her in the car hahah...friday i dont think i did anything-i got home, ate pizza, watched the new degrassi-good stuff, good stuf...i was gonna stay at caras with maddie but maddie got pnemonia and is really really sick. aww. then i watched some of my new drive thru dvd...and talked to alexa on the phone for a really long time.i was online on my school computer forever, in chats, doing i dont know what. oh yes. friday i got on social probation WOO HOO more trouble for me! i got called to the principles office and everything. ahah so now i cant be on campous after 3 or i get suspended. i cant be late for any class in the nxt 3 wks. or im suspended. no after school activities for me! as if i participated in anything anyways. only track, which hasnt even started yet, excpet for winter training-which i never went to. ahah i suck at everything. on saturday (yesterday) i went over to maddie smiths {aka smithsonain} for a few hrs with alisa, katink, and alexza. we had some good fun watching scarface, camp nowhere, and the drive thru dvd. then maddies mom took us back to my house-we watched freaky friday and got attacked by my cat, went in chats, ate, etc. this lasted for a long time. hahah. we called some ppl-prank calling is so much fun oh la la yes. today i dont know what is going on. wow i really cant wait for xmas, and then the day after i leave for some hot hot fun in aspen with katinka! on her private plane wow this is gonna be so so awesome!!!!! :) :) ahh i just cant wait! so my poor madelino is so so sick :( that sucks so much. right now i'm on the phone with porter and dly, so i'm going to go. i love youuuu and goodbye.

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Dec 17, 2003
cant you see this is killing me...

« havent updated since thursday i think...hmm friday...i dont remember what happened at school really, but after school i rode the bus to SA to meet up with madelino and alexzzza...i arrived hung with mike dean n chandler for a while...then saw kat...she was all upset so i talked to her for a little bit, then called madelino shes like get over here so i went to her house, met up with her and alexa. i dont really feel like putting everything in huge detail here but we ended up at safrans...then the qv game...then somehow we got to war memorial park...lit it up...then eat n park...then me cj maddie and alexa hung at maddies for a while...alexas dad took me home...i went home and slept. so saturday i dont think i did much of anything important. i babysat and made thirty dolla fo 3 hrs hell yeah. sunday ummm my parents got in a huge fucked up fight over nothing at all wow they SUCK good for them. so i went in my room and blasted senses fail and just layed on my bed for a few hours until the yelling stopped. then i went to bed. todaaay (monday) hahah i went to school got a fucking 25/50 on my sublime vocab powerpoint (i thought it was amazing, i guess mrs p didnt :?) which brought my 96 A down to a goddamn C fucking + !! in chem i took a killer quiz but i might have done ok cause mr c gave me some answers...study hall was chill i did my math homework and hung with mike cadita for an hour. we decided that starting tomarrow we're bringing our own hot chocolate and popcorn in and eating it in study hall because the fucking lunch ladies wont sell it during our class. FUCK THAT SHIT! umm then report room sucked as usual i hate all those ppl except joe and carter...sometimes i go visit james courtney and mike in goldbach but today i didnt feel like walking down there. yesssh the rest of the day was aight i guess it was snowin when i got out of school...then i got a ride home and now i'm heere listening to: "i dont know" -- punchline yeah thats the shit. i'm sick of this and dont have anything else to say so i <3 you and goodbye. »

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Dec 11, 2003
...zzzz


ugh. what an incredibly TIRING day its been. so i went to school, late AGAIN, went to english, which was good...my tardy was even excused because i brought in a cake :) hmm next was chem, and let me tell you, i never want to chew gum AGAIN!! we were doing this lab where you had to chew gum until it lost its flavor, and repeat with TWELVE pieces! my jaw was aching, it was awful...usually i chew sugarfree gum to help me focus better (i have add...) but this was insane! and the gum all contained sugar, which was kinda the point of the sugar molecule lab...but WHATEVA! so study hall was next, and that was when the exhaustion kicked in...i couldnt see straight, i was completly zoned-out, sitting there in the cafeteria, completly unaware of the surroundings. all i wanted to do was fall asleep. heh so then was speech class, it was entertaining as usual, then gym. me james and mickey were undefeated in lacrosse today :P so gym woke me up, and i got some exercise, which i guess was good. but i didnt have time to change out of my gym shorts and had to wear them to math :\ :/ which pretty much sucked because i was cold and my math teacher wouldnt let me leave after the test to change back into my jeans...brrrr so i got a ride home and now i'm here, waiting for mah friend maddie to get home...i think we're going out tonite or something? i'm not really sure whats goin on...then tomarrow is finally friday!! i dont know what i'm doing, either going to the show @ the upstage with the girls (Clearview and Almost Cool are playing...:) or just chillin around sewickley...depending on a lot of things...yay i cant wait for the wkend...so i think i'm going to go get something to eat, then maybe watch some tv, the usual. leave some comments if you care...

<3 you all

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Dec 10, 2003
i'm just so tired...wont you sing me to sleep...and fly through my dreams...


wow. i'm exhausted. just so, so tired, all i want to do is collapse and fall asleep.
       ...so today i got up at 7 as usual, layed in bed a few minutes, then dragged myself out of bed and got dressed. yeaaah i wore my tilt jeans, a studded belt, my super cool navy and yellow adidas kicks, a green and blue striped shirt, and my awesome jean jacket w/ all the pins w/ a grey hoodie underneath. so stylin. then of course the very second i got to my locker to get my english and chem notebooks, the bell rang, making me late AGAIN...the THIRD time this week. i'm so fucking SICK of being late for english! its getting ridiculous. anyways, school was fine, i guess, very tiring. in gym i ran for five minutes on the treadmill after i finished lifting, and that just about killed me. it wasnt running at a slow speed either, i was running fast, trying to get ready for track...preseason training already started but so far i havent gone...its just too cold and too wet and too miserable outside...then i rode the bus home, came inside, turned on some mae and just layed on the couch for a while...mmmm then i went online and stuff, the usual. now my brother is here talking on the phone and my sister is dancing around the room, obnoxious as usual...i think i'm going to go up to my room and listen to some music now, i'll finish this thing later.

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